Do what you Love

I wanted to write about something for a week and have been postponing it till more convenient time. Friday, which is my writing day it did not happen. Saturday I had my yoga teacher training and was too excited after it and preferred to watch a movie and have popcorn.

Today is Sunday and I am tired from doing so much yoga….and nothing really seem to be a good topic. Therefore, I decided to do it anyway. Just to say what`s needed to be said, get over with it and do not expect it to be perfect or ideal.

And this is what I want to talk about. Perfect timing! Who decides on it and who label it the perfect one? Of course me. In my case it is only me and myself who judges any moment as not appropriate or the best time ever to sit down and put some words together. I love writing, I could be doing it a lot more than I do but there have been times (years!) where I did not write anything just because I did not feel like doing it.

I had a good variety for reasons such as who will ever read that crap which I write? What good does it do to the world if I write one more blog? And the most important one: Does the world really need one more blogger and smart ass who knows it all and has the need to share it with all????

I could not bring myself over it for more than 2 years when after having traveled in India and doing lots of meditation, writing became secondary if not the last thing on my importance list. What I did not realized is that I was robbing myself of the pure pleasure of writing. You see, for me it is so natural that I do not even think about that when it happens. Even when I did not feel like doing it this morning, the moment my fingertips touched the keys on my Mac, my soul started singing and my spirit dancing with internal joys because I get to do what I love.

And all my “spiritual” excuses? Well, I had to get over them and discard them as non-workable because they did not bring peace but quite the opposite. The torture between shall I do it or not was too much. In the end the Universe is a simple place. You love it, you should do it. So, what is the one thing you gonna do today? You know you want to, the question is whether you gonna choose yourself over something else. Let me know how it goes.